a kernel is hidden in me

A few days ago, I shared a few pictures of our mentor group's new acquisition of plants, and by serendipity I came across this beautiful post by Hermann Hesse on trees. I have read it several times since, and felt that I needed to share it with you. Now. Take a deep breath, find a quiet place. Enjoy.

For me, trees have always been the most penetrating preachers. I revere them when they live in tribes and families, in forests and groves. And even more I revere them when they stand alone. They are like lonely persons. Not like hermits who have stolen away out of some weakness, but like great, solitary men (women! I added that) , like Beethoven and Nietzsche. In their highest boughs the world rustles, their roots rest in infinity; but they do not lose themselves there, they struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves. Nothing is holier, nothing is more exemplary than a beautiful, strong tree. When a tree is cut down and reveals its naked death-wound to the sun, one can read its whole history in the luminous, inscribed disk of its trunk: in the rings of its years, its scars, all the struggle, all the suffering, all the sickness, all the happiness and prosperity stand truly written, the narrow years and the luxurious years, the attacks withstood, the storms endured. And every young farmboy knows that the hardest and noblest wood has the narrowest rings, that high on the mountains and in continuing danger the most indestructible, the strongest, the ideal trees grow.

Trees are sanctuaries. Whoever knows how to speak to them, whoever knows how to listen to them, can learn the truth. They do not preach learning and precepts, they preach, undeterred by particulars, the ancient law of life.

A tree says: A kernel is hidden in me, a spark, a thought, I am life from eternal life. The attempt and the risk that the eternal mother took with me is unique, unique the form and veins of my skin, unique the smallest play of leaves in my branches and the smallest scar on my bark. I was made to form and reveal the eternal in my smallest special detail.

A tree says: My strength is trust. I know nothing about my fathers, I know nothing about the thousand children that every year spring out of me. I live out the secret of my seed to the very end, and I care for nothing else. I trust that God is in me. I trust that my labor is holy. Out of this trust I live.

When we are stricken and cannot bear our lives any longer, then a tree has something to say to us: Be still! Be still! Look at me! Life is not easy, life is not difficult. Those are childish thoughts. . . . Home is neither here nor there. Home is within you, or home is nowhere at all.
A longing to wander tears my heart when I hear trees rustling in the wind at evening. If one listens to them silently for a long time, this longing reveals its kernel, its meaning. It is not so much a matter of escaping from one’s suffering, though it may seem to be so. It is a longing for home, for a memory of the mother, for new metaphors for life. It leads home. Every path leads homeward, every step is birth, every step is death, every grave is mother.

So the tree rustles in the evening, when we stand uneasy before our own childish thoughts: Trees have long thoughts, long-breathing and restful, just as they have longer lives than ours. They are wiser than we are, as long as we do not listen to them. But when we have learned how to listen to trees, then the brevity and the quickness and the childlike hastiness of our thoughts achieve an incomparable joy. Whoever has learned how to listen to trees no longer wants to be a tree. He wants to be nothing except what he is. That is home. That is happiness.

cc licensed ( BY ) flickr photo shared by Hitchster 

WOW! Right? In grade seven, we have been exploring vignettes,  and I think this passes for a pretty good example. Hesse says,

They struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves.

Is that not speaking to each one of us? Is this not what we do everyday? Are we not the same as these trees?  What are your thoughts? Does this make sense to you? Is it too dense? Too complicated? Can we unpack it a bit? Do you need clarity? I would love to see what you think, please share your thoughts in the comments. Feel free to share your doubts and questions, as well as your observations and assertions. Let's see where we end up.

I felt with the addition of our classroom plants, sure they are not trees, but you get the idea-- we could gain a bit of understanding and build some respect for our new green friends.

Furthermore, I would love to see these words transformed, re-thought and remixed into some kind of art project. I know there are some amazing musicians, writers and artists amongst you; do these words inspire you to draw, sing, create? This post is like Caine's Arcade, in that I hope it moves you in some way to create. Consider it another seed that I have planted. I will wait patiently and hope that perhaps a few trees may grow.

Green-a-fied

Had a fun time today going to Sinflora with my mentor group 8 JRA to buy some plants and flowers to brighten up our classroom. Each student bought one plant that they will be responsible for. A few people pooled their money and bought something bigger.

I have had some great experiences with students and plants in the past, and I hope that we can all appreciate what these plants will do for our classroom space. Take a look at this:

What did you think of the video? What do you think you might learn from your plant? How do you think having plants in our classroom will change the vibe of the space?

For those of you not in my mentor group, you are welcome to bring your own plants. The more the merrier. We will make space. Still looking for a few bigger trees though. Looking forward to watching our space, literally, grow!